Carnelos is asking Howden concerning his frame of mind and why he composed what he carried out in the messages to Raddysh.
Howden can not bear in mind sending them however states he had not spoken with a legal representative then. He was simply attempting to determine what to inform his moms and dads.
“It was just hard. The thought of even, you know, bringing this up with my parents. And I … was just kind of looking, you know, for a friend because I didn’t … really know how to go about this,” Howden informed Carnelos.
“And you’re worried about your professional career at this point as well?” Carnelos asked.
“Honestly … I was more so worried with Hockey Canada and their standards and their code of conduct…. I never thought it would come to what it has now.
“I just … always thought, you know, I was worried about what Hockey Canada would think of, you know, the fact that there was even a girl there … that was, you know, my main worry.”
Howden claimed it’s difficult to keep in mind information since “for so long, I’ve just been trying to move on past this and forget about this all.”
